viddy

I'll increased the verbage

when i get the pow

plastic fashion

not fake

i choose to keep my mind awake

i always get introspective before I sleep

maybe insomnia makes you deep

think out thoughts

and add in dreams

eyes get heavy

but hope lightens the weight you worry of your dreams

dont wait

dont stop

i'll stop exploring when i drop

shoulder pads are back again

or at least thats whats in my head

you look awesome is what one friend said

other said i look homeless

but thats what some try

uptight and tense

but actions

that prevent reactions

stop the clashing

never know

unless they're in your faction

not trying to get political

but a lot of is subliminal

time the biggest price you play

and its noncriminal

choice to live right

they say they do it for the kids

not larry david

but i like the way my skateboard spins

what to know it all

like the size of the girl with three chins

but i'm going up

but people pop you with their bobby pin

they don't get it

so they stop you

with no understanding

they can't rob you

your life problems

only solved by you

your path is the only thing you can choose

50s, 60s

then they had the groove

liberators had something to prove

stagnation never

always on the move

life is changing and its crude

can't do it all but you can include

never conclude

death before dilute

losing control

is the same as pressing mute

new is old like blue cheese dressing

ideas are worth stressing

striking hearts

changing expressions

no one continues to play the recorder

and very few become a basketball players

in childhood they planned to be decision

end up changes cause us to bend

seeing life through a fish eye lens

nothing straight

everything broken

cant find the pieces

but i know the focus

not far off

i know the locus

you only care about losing weight

when your pants don't fit

you stop caring about being different

when you learn you'll never fit

i'm glad to say i saw the best of my time

i've known some of the best that haven't been signed

fueled by passion

not really making a dime

but hard work is paid with time

if you have talent some how you'll shine

make a viddy,

put it on the screen,

visual illness,

those dudes are so sick

its obscene,

they from new orleans

but look like that BK scene

i can recognize your favorite albums

and sign the beats and lyrics to the songs not intended for you to hear it

on purpose i dance off beat

off teh street

swerving like i missed the sheep

keep on coungin

cause i'm not alseep

thinking higher

thinking deep

one day i'll buy my beemer

to me it'll be cheap

cause isnt given

it is gain

mind widened cause listened to music insane

they prob did 'caine

if out the loop you'd think its lame

but never the same i needed a change

they say question

before you knell

absolution and acceptance is what you gain and feel

but Faust made a deal

because life's a gamble

born clueless

only past experiences to sample

I’ll never know why someone looks up to me

and what they expect of me.

I think I worry so much about trying to be happy,

because I’ll never know what someone else is thinking.

I’ll never know if someone is thinking or feeling the same way as me.

I’ll never really know how much a person likes or dislike me,

or why they want to be around me in the first place.

I’ll never know their first impression of me

or the first thoughts that come to their mind when my name is mentioned.

I’ll never know why relationships change

or know the moment when things stopped being the same.

I’ll never know anything,

but that shouldn’t stop me from trying to feel anything.

i will never understand your happiness

until i discover the purpose of my sadness

I think I will always be mediocre at best

with someone on my back

and attaining only borderline successes

but only in the relative sense

because everything comes with an expense

all actions limited by your personal defense

should you stand under fire

if the outcome you desire

will leave you in the same place.

I just want to be acknowledged & finish.

what is the meaning of living life to the fullest

what is its purpose

when life is balanced with injustice

justice is challenged by defiance

which is relative

like all of our experiences

feelings considered inferior

knowledge stifled

choice limited by circumstance

it's not about trying 'til your good enough

it's about hearing it until you had enough

not saying you know all stuff

or that your being treated unjust

but efforts failed makes you want to give up

not to give up your effort

or give your dreams

but the fight that proves that you believe in those things

can you disprove an assumption

can you prove your thoughts

can anyone ever

understand how you feel

if they say they know your feelings

and they say your feeling

lead into actions

that aren't doing enough